I'm Hattie, I'm 19 and I live in England. I'm a pro at fucking things up. Trying to live again.

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If you look at the fact that you have a roof over your head, food to eat, that you are young and beautiful and live in a peaceful land, then no, you have nothing to be sad about. But the fact is, we are not only a physical body, we have souls too, and sometimes our souls get sick. If you break a leg you don’t just say ‘I have no reason to have a broken leg’ and ignore it; you seek help. It’s the same when your soul gets hurt. Don’t apologize for being sad. By My doctor when I told her I had no reason to be sad (via hrive-ithiliel)

Was radical today and cut my hair off. 

I think if I dyed my hair I could be an anime character (almost.. I know I’m not pretty enough haha) 

But yeah today was good except for the end bit when a ranger leader was a tool and I spent £10 on shit I couldn’t eat or drink. Good one Hattie. 

Also I could win a prize for making shit awkward. 

Ranger (looking at my child’s meal): aw man I feel fat now looking at what you’re eating! 

Me: ha, well, uh I have an eating disorder so can ya not. 

(She then turned away from me in horror oh god I am such a freak but also so so fed up of pretending I’m okay???? Like I have been happier recently but god. I am ill.) 

Gonna stop rambling now and finish this post off with love for my wonderful pals. U R FAB.

Was radical today and cut my hair off.

I think if I dyed my hair I could be an anime character (almost.. I know I’m not pretty enough haha)

But yeah today was good except for the end bit when a ranger leader was a tool and I spent £10 on shit I couldn’t eat or drink. Good one Hattie.

Also I could win a prize for making shit awkward.

Ranger (looking at my child’s meal): aw man I feel fat now looking at what you’re eating!

Me: ha, well, uh I have an eating disorder so can ya not.

(She then turned away from me in horror oh god I am such a freak but also so so fed up of pretending I’m okay???? Like I have been happier recently but god. I am ill.)

Gonna stop rambling now and finish this post off with love for my wonderful pals. U R FAB.